Welcome to my site! I am glad you are there to dive into Squë’s World!!!

I used to always talk shit about digital journaling growing up and ascribed to the belief of everything HAS to be written. Always thought it was a different medium that wasn’t for me until recently. My health condition has recently taken a turn for the worse, and the only communication method I have been using and am comfortable with was through Reddit – a forum where I have always viewed but never contributed to. Well, I found myself writing a whole lot (sometimes it’s something, most times it’s nothing, certainly with some snark and rant-able moments thrown in the mix,) and it has changed my view on blogging! I have never written so much in such a short time!

My spouse who is an aspiring web developer has created me this wonderful site of my own. I’m very excited to use it and share my thoughts to whoever wants to read my rambling thoughts rather than broadcasting my opinion on a big forum. There are too damn many templates on this site! I appreciate the option, but to a neurodivergent person like me, it is very overwhelming. I hope to design and make it my own, but unfortunately I do not have a designing bone in my body. I do better when the options are limited – it makes me more creative and resourceful. I certainly know a thing or two about salvaging and making the best of of things – but I’ll save that for another post. But yes, I hope to make the page a little nicer looking. Bear with me!

Here I hope to share my experiences living with my mental illnesses and comorbidities, being neurodivergent, as well as my experience in emigration, growing, falling down, animals, rabbit holes, special interests, reality tv (bonus for dumpster fires!) early 2000s Hip Hop and R&B, sad dad rock, recipes, and everything I’ve learned through my years of living as well as resources and things that have helped me along the way! Just like one of my dad’s favorite movies – the good, the bad, and the ugly, and the funnies too – I love to look/watch funny things and have a good laugh/cackle (I now wheeze when I laugh, so maybe the wheezies?!) I also get lower back pain when I laugh now but that won’t stop me from laughing more. I have been having more frequent spells of uncontrollable laughing & crying in the last few years. Reminder for me to write about the Gutedama (It’s actually Gudetama, I know) and the “Midnight 2AM Bacon Incident – this will explain more.

This is not an art blog, nothing performative or curated. Just me sharing my experience, opinions, and stuff I think is cool or whack lol! I’m glad to have a MySpace adjacent site again lol. Glad to have you here for the ride.

Thank you for checking out my site.
I hope you have a good time reading and can maybe get some chuckles out of it along the way.

XOXO Gossip Girl
HAHA! JUST KIDDING!!!

Sleuther Vandross, OUT!